mehr.

The most frightening thing I have ever experienced is what I am going through now. I look toward the future and see absolutely nothing for certain, besides about 80,000 dollars of debt in school loans. I have no idea what I want to do, no idea what to major in, no clue as to what classes to even take next semester. I know I'm not satisfied here. I don't know if I'll ever be satisfied anywhere. Everyday I can picture myself doing something different, and everyday I can picture myself completely unhappy doing that exact thing. I know college students go through something similar to this, but I feel like this is different. I have no interests in my classes besides getting good grades. I like being able to learn something new, but I never get excited about what I'm actually doing. I don't want to end up like every other human being who is dissatisfied at work, and I don't want to get a useless degree, and I want to be able to make a difference with my life. And the more I think about it, the worse it gets.